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What Depression Feels Like, a Poem
Wednesday 30th Apr 2025I descend into myself and find
that am full of a darkness that is
alive. Wherever I turn,
The light has gone out everywhere.
On a table, down some stairs,
stands a cup filled
with dark liquid.
I know what it beholds: death.
Sweet, bitter, final.
There is no wisdom or questing for life
in this place.
All warmth has left the cup
and gone out of me
and out and
out and
out.

I'm Riding for Men's Health in The Distinguished Gentleman's Ride
Tuesday 8th Apr 2025 On Sunday the 18th of May 2025, I'm riding in The Distinguished Gentleman's Ride with fellow men and women across the globe to raise funds and awareness for prostate cancer and men's mental health on behalf of Movember. Men die on average 6 years earlier than women and for largely preventable reasons. The number of men that are suffering is growing, and we need to do something about that. So, before I press my tweed and polish my boots, I'm asking you to join me in raising funds and awareness for these causes by donating what you can for this meaningful cause and to help the men we love, live happier and healthier lives.
My Sponsors
Val Roush
$104 USD
Constance Lord
From Mimi!
$104 USD
Chris Ratay
Ready...Set...Ride! Have fun my friend!
$100 USD
Kristin Saatzer
Proud of you. This is awesome!
$62 USD
Zach Roush
$36 USD
Hannah Thomas
This sounds like a great cause! Proud of you and the progress you’ve made!
$26 USD
Stephanie Roush
I support you and your mental health journey. I hope you have an awesome time with other people who love what you love.